Due to the new copyright law that came out recently I’ve had to go private and underground with some of the stuff I do.
This has forced me back into my project body dismorphia project as I obviously own my own photos.
I think I preferred doing film and pop fashion as it wasn’t about me, saw a really nice gold dress on top of the pops tonight but had to hold back on screen snipping, I liked using leathers at college so would enjoy making something similar, I think you might be allowed to screensnip ideas still if you keep it to yourself for private use. You can be inspired by design but you are not allowed to copy exactly. As it was so long ago it could be past the original copyright law but who would you ask now about copyright on an individual dress from years ago? The style wouldn’t suit me anyway so would have to make it a lot different anyway.
Back to Project Body Dismorphia.
Still bored so need something to do.
Got more time to spend on photos now so continuing to learn more.
Now I’ve got a collection of makeup decided to learn more about putting makeup on as well.
I’ve always been told I’m heavy handed so not very good at make up. I get bored easily as well so need to maybe concentrate more and try to be more delicate.
I sort of live in my own little creative world now.
Never thought I’d get back to being creative ever again ~ need to balance it with yoga I suppose so I don’t get back ache.
Quite inspired by the people I follow on Instagram and You Tube who have created various worlds of their own choosing; takes your mind off the way 2026 is at the moment and cheers me up.
I don’t want a job or to be a designer but I might contribute something to somewhere I suppose.
It will help with my low self esteem as it did last time.
I think if I manage to keep going it might help other people with body dismorphia.
If I put photos of myself on social media other women like me might find it is allright and allowed for them to take photos too and be allowed to exist.
Body Dismorphia is a really awful condition.
I was told I’m not a model type but I wasn’t as bad as I thought I was, then I had to practise saying nice things to myself and get other people to say nice things to me too.
I used to be really bad with it, that and low seratonin quite depressing.
At the moment I’m into yellow and gold as it cheers up depressive moods.
I noticed some gold jewellery I liked on a tv program so if I get the chance might try and purchase some, I haven’t got much gold jewellery so fun idea.
It matched the actresses 50’s Sophia Loren makeup and loved it.
Really new idea for me as I used to be a miserable goth and just bought silver.
There are some gaps to fill in the Lifestyle calendar so I think this would be a popular idea as gold jewellery is really popular.
Hope I source a supplier if other women are struggling to purchase fine gold jewellery too and dress jewellery that looks expensive.
June Calendar is allright but ~July has some gaps but coincidently has some gold jewellery and bags with gold handles.
Hope this is of interest.
(The nerd found more people have body dismorphia and low self esteem than you would guess so hope me coming out about mine helps people who can’t talk about it. I don’t like talking about it so hope it helps.)
Hope you are keeping well.
Saphire.
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