First of all I’m not a king or a man obviously, but it is a moralistic myth that has words of wisdom every one can learn from and psychological conditioning that can cure our lives and lift blocks from the past.
Sometimes life moves on; the world changes and if we can’t relate or fit into the style we get left behind in a rut, living in someone elses shadows.
All we have left is basic existence of eating drinking waking and sleeping.
A bit like sleeping beauty, but not completely asleep almost worse as it is just a limbo state of darkness.
With an emotional crisis, by listening to what the wound is asking of us—how we need to reorganize life—we are like Percival, attentive to what the king truly needs. And, once we find the way forward (the drink that quenches our thirst), we can use the crisis, the wound, as a reminder to be attentive day-today, moment-to-moment, of what life is asking of us. We are then able to make small adjustments in order to stay on course.
Today I realise my wound is my actual house I live in.
Before Covid you weren’t allowed to talk about your family if they were narcissists.
Now it is the news just about every day, so guess you can say what you want about it now.
In a nutshell, My sister who is beautiful and everything you would expect from a narcissist surrounded by narcissists, sold us the house we live in now, Knowing it was built illegally, had neighbours from hell, a psychotic policeman accross the road, near a school, unsociable neighbourhood, not big enough to put a settee in the living room, the list goes on.
We decided to move out but the housing market had crashed so we were stuck here.
As it is in the middle of nowhere we don’t have a social life.
There are local pubs but they are run down and full of boring unsociable people who stare you out if you were clubbing clothes to go out.
The deeper meaning says about focussing too much on goals of bigger houses and not living where you are.
We wondered about that and got a small buisness with a bohemian flat above it, in a hippy town so we could have a life in an area that was more us.
That didn’t work either, except we only had the shop to rent with a government start up grant.
Due to loads of monotinous court cases I won’t bore you with we now actually own the bricks and mortar.
There would be no use moving there at the minute anyway as due to covid it is rubbish now. With covid dress shops and so forth and only plus sized people running around at night? We went there as I wanted to walk past my shop. It was a saturday night with no one around except plus sized people ~ really strange for that area it used to be heaving. Fairport convention used to play there loads.
This photo is weird as it looks like a shopping centre shop of pre covid meets the weird people roaming the post covid streets like zombies in weird clothes at the moment?
I learnt about the town when I got invited to a witch ceremony at a tennis court in Manchester.
It was basically a con that hypnotised wealthy London bankers who were stressed to move to this town.
That was why I knew my dress shop would make money.
Then the witch tried to con me to go every week at £10 a session.
Then she tried to make me pay for the induction that I’d only gone to, to support a friend on the performance/community course.
She ended up living in the town, might be still there ~ I liked her she was really upper class, but had grown up in a squat and took coke by mistake as a child. My trance workshop with sherbert fountain freaked her out, but helped her as she told us all in the cooldown. Really liked her.
This pre dates what we had, but the only free photo on wordpress. It is a great way to explain the king fisher king though, if you don’t move with the times your house could end up looking antiquated and age you with it. To stay young we need to update our interior design and gadgets as well as out fashion and products to stay young. The only problem is vintage interiors, they look older and are more rubbish quality than what we have at the moment.
Hopefully post covid vintage interior design will go away soon with post covid fashion.
Decluttering post covid dvds and so forth will hopefully help us get on track with whatever the new format is, which surely will arrive soon?
Are you sort of sat surrounded by storage, cluttered up with dvds and cds that you don’t use anymore?
Are you living in the shadow of famous narcissists that revolted and took out your iconic role models, that were there for your body type and modelling fashion for you?
Consider feng shuiing your old dvds into one of the boxs your new product is arriving in.
Then have an afternoon cleaning out the storage with biodegradable cleaning wipes.
The drinks cabinet I did has cleared out some blocks and I found some flashing playboy shot glasses. They were modern playboy not original vintage.
It is so clean it shines, I’m quite good at cleaning according to a care client, when I was a care worker for six weeks before teaching.
We can quench our thirsts as far as alcohol goes now.
With the deeper meaning our wound won’t heal till we get out of the actual wound.
A councillor told me what we needed to heal the wound was to move to a new house really.
We keep trying ~ bought loads of houses we just can’t get to them for some reason.
If you relate to this just try one project at a time as I found this awful. It is the memories you have to deal with as well as the cleaning, cover your hair also ~ think everyone does that.
Margo from the goodlife kitting herself out for a feng shui day.
Margo reacting to covid 19
Hope this inspires you and you find some new space in your home.
The best bit is putting things into your new storage and finding you have more space elsewhere.
Hopefully You will remove some blocks mentally and quench your thist for life and living it to the full.
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